Last week I drew a heart on the calendar for this date. I really did not know why I did it, but 12 is a very balanced number in my life, kind of like ying and yang, black and white, up and down, you get the gist of it. I am happy I did, because today I finally realized that I love myself for once in a very long time. I don’t think I ever knew how to love myself without someone else telling me that they loved me. At this very moment in my life everything is perfect. I wish I knew how to explain it, but I think it just has to happen, you just have to experience it for yourself. I am not clouded by worry, or fear, or anger, I am just me and happy. The best part, this happiness and love wasn’t born from a relationship, or a physical possession, or anything really, ok well nature did help a little, but it was the right moment with the right peace of mind. I needed to share this with someone or anybody really, because when you are truly happy you want the world to know. So I am happy to admit that for once since I was probably a little girl, I am happy and I love myself, and accomplished it on my own, with the help of a very interesting life.
The Keeper (Banks Remix) By Bonobo
Everything Ft. Bajka by Radio Citizen
Erase & Rewind by The Cardigans
Eyesdown(Floating Points Remix) by Bonobo
How Soon is Now by The Smiths
The Use of Unacceptable Colours in Nature by Boom Bip
Bongo Bong by Manu Chao
Kiki